瓦避苏戒

2009-12-10T10:01:00.001-08:00

11th Dec '09

02:01 AM

This is it guys, I think I can declare, that I've successfully quitted smoking, it's a target-met, I'm satisfied with myself, I'm not gonna smoke regardless of the temptations, I'm gonna end this now, because I don't have the time to do a daily update, as long as I know, and to let you guys know, I'm not going to smoke no more, thank you guys for your support this past weeks, it was hard, but now I think it just got better =)

2009-12-08T08:24:00.000-08:00

DAY 04

09 Dec '09

12:25 am

!!!

Ok, let's see, today's my off day, and I was out for L4D2, freakin bugs all over the game, was so pissed off, darn.

Today was so weird, because it's a long walk to the LAN shop from where I alight at Clementi, and usually I'd be lighting a stick for the journey, feels so weird, and the journey seems exceptionally long, and recently, I suffer from dry lips, I think it's one of the withdrawal symptoms I've heard of, I'm glad I don't have Runny noses haha, cause that'd suck!

But, I'm still quite glad I made this decision, actually I was thinking, it'll be hard to quit, not because of addiction, but knowing that I'll be deprived off something makes it very hard, because I'm the kind where by I wanna be able to do anything whenever I like, so now knowing I can't smoke anymore, makes things a bit tougher ya =)

Once again I'll really like to thank everyone for your support, I really didn't expect so many replies, haha, thanks so much =)

2009-12-07T11:11:00.000-08:00

DAY 03

08 Dec '09
03:12 am
tired

Today was EASY, I think I'm really getting there man, I might end this early =DD

2009-12-06T07:39:00.000-08:00

DAY 02

06 Dec '09

23:42 pm

*cough cough*

Wow! Totally no temptations and urges to smoke today!

But didn't went that well, argued with Vanessa towards the end of the day, which made me think twice about quitting smoking, was offered a stick, and I was that close to accepting it, I don't think it's just about me now, it's like, so many friends are witnessing as I try to quit, if I were to give up so soon, especially on the second day, I'd be letting everyone down, so I survived another day!

BRING ON TOMORROW!

2009-12-05T08:09:00.000-08:00

DAY 01

06 Dec '09
12:12 am
Frustrated

Today was NOT smooth at all, I'm restless and short-tempered all day long, sorry dear, I lost my temper on you a few times today, I didn't mean it, I'm really sorry.

Back at work, my in-charge is heading back to Malaysia, he told me he'll be leaving his pack for me, I told him I'm not gonna have it, he told me he's not expecting me to quit, just to smoke less, but still, I told him no, it was really a test for me, awful one, but I didn't think of smoking much during work, I'd things to keep myself busy.

After work, headed over to Plaza Sing for Jubeat, I just couldn't gather the strenght to play, I'm always one note behind, it really made me lost it, it was then I said to myself, how nice will it be for a puff now, but I really don't want to give up, I know I'm not gonna smoke again, but I'm really not sure I can make it =( Totally had no form today.

After gaming, went to the bus stop to wait for bus home, freakin bus took forever to come, made me more frustrated, I was angry, I was desperate, I was scratching myself, biting my lips, I popped 3 Fishermen Friends mint flavoured lozenges just to take my mind off it.

Today was totally screwed, I'm just glad it's over =(

2009-12-04T08:09:00.000-08:00

05 Dec '09
12:11 am
Shagged

Today I made a great decision, many are on stakes, I'm quitting smoking, some might have heard this for a few times, I don't need your awful comments, if you do, fuck off, my girlfriend and I have been arguing about my smoking issue ever since I ORD-ed. I promised her I'd be quitting since, apparently, I failed to keep that promise, nonetheless, I hope today onwards will be for the better =)

My decision came about after an agreement came up by my girlfriend and I last Sunday, a decision saying, today will be last day of smoking. It'll be weird, but I think, things have to be done, it's one of the greatest decision so far, I really need a lot of support from friends and Vanessa =)

My Motivations

Some of the motivations will be my girlfriend, I understand why she doesn't like smokers, because her asthmatic is caused by second hand cigarette smoke, and she just simply doesn't like the smell of smoking after-math.

And let's think of our parents, if you're the type of smoker like I was, smoking for many years, without the knowledge of my parents, and there are no other smokers in the family line, what if they were to find out one day, that you've been smoking for the past 6-7 years without them having a clue, or, what if they were suspecting you were smoking, and catches you red-handed, I've had many close calls for the past few years, I have a habit of keeping my cigarette in the front zip column of my bag, and whenever my parents were to come into my room, and touch my bag, I'd be paranoid and grab the back from them, like it or not, this is living in fear, I don't really like it.

If you're with this clique of friends you've yet to seen in a while, and you guys are out one night, when you take a puff, realising they're totally non-smokers, screwed, you'd be alone, some of you might be fine with that, but I sure need company for smoking.

Some might be alright with this, but I'll try to get rid of the smell on my finger tips as well as on my breathe, it's kind of attention attracting when you're squeezing the peak hour bus and you know you don't smell that fresh in the morning, it's gonna spoil many other's morning I'm telling ya, in case you're not aware, you don't smell the same when you taste your own breathe and when you're a 2nd party sharing the same air, it's quite inconsiderate I'd to admit.

Financial wise, you might have escaped so far, I'd always flick off my cigarette butts after I'm done with them, but for once, I wasn't so lucky, I got caught by plain shirt NEA officers, cost me $300, it's quite a sum honestly speaking, because of that cigarette butt that cost around $0.50, you're paying an amount of approx 30 packets, worth it? Everytime I run outta pay, because of cigarettes, say we're spending $10 a pack, last me 3 days, 30day's be $100, not considering when you're having night life, you're gonna smoke more, I probably can't resist a stick or two during night life, but I'll try, heard from my kitchen incharge, his friend just got fined $1000 for contra-band cigarettes, damn, that's like how many times more then my fine? darn

Many say, Smokers are winners, because they never quit, well I say, those who quit smoking are champions because they're willing to overcome for a better everything in life.

Stress? gotta take a puff? it's just an excuse, c'mon face it, it has been scientifically proven that nicotine only worsen your anxiety when you're under stress.

A puff in the morning keeps your day going? Probably, it serves as much a purpose as a morning prayers, psychological effect on the brain people.

I don't really have much more to say, thanks for reading my blog, check out my blog all the way till new year's eve, hopefully, you're witnessing my route to success, and that it'll be a motivation for many other smokers.

I hope my message hasn't been in vain, and that I'll really make it this time, I know it's hard when your friends start asking you for a smoke break, but of course, mind over matter my friends =)

Show me your support guys =)

2009-11-14T08:26:00.000-08:00

15 Nov '09
12:23 am
Stressed

It's been like what, 10 days? since I last blogged, haha, cause I'm lazy, and everyday's pretty much a routine.

I'm going to be a Private chef in the future hopefully, the kind where by you'll be getting clients and you cook at their place for an event etc, so tomorrow will be my first project, it's my friend's birthday party, it'll be a party for 20 pax, not a lot, but still quite an amount, I'm worried I might screw up, I'm worried their budget might screw up, and my mind is brain storming, what if they don't like my cooking, what if I cook too little, what if too much, many thoughts running thru' my mind, I need more experience, darn.

It's so boring recently, everyday seems to be the same so boring, oh well best of luck to me tomorrow.

I love my girlfriend =D

2009-11-04T08:07:00.000-08:00

12:17 am
5 Oct '09
Positive

It's been a while since I blogged, someone's complaining, that my life is taken over by DotA, friends and Jubeat, Dear, we only meet 2x a week, of course I'll find some replacement for the other 5 days of the week other then work, even thou you're irreplacable =)

Been on of these couple of days, tuned into the radio for almost these 48 hrs, hmm, sudden craving for mahjong, darn, my father side's grandpa's death anniversary was ytd, couple of relatives dropped by, I got awaken by their loud voices like 9 in the morning, that's even earlier then usual =.=

Tomorrow will be my mother side's turn, didn't realised they were so close together, and since I', working at 5pm, and that I haven't been down in quite a long while, I decided to be a filial grandson and drop by in the morning, gotta wake up at like 06:30 am later? and I can't sleep because it's not my usual bed-time yet, I just can't sleep, I wish I could, but I just can't, that's not good, I'm probably starting school in a couple months' time, time sure flies, '09's ending, damn, time to flash back and see what I achieved this year, I do that every year end, I think the biggest achievement this year is completing my NS and see so many other friends go in I guess, lol.

Pretty much nothing to say, gotta try to turn in early, thought it's already quite late, oh well, probably another round of DotA can help xD

2009-11-01T10:16:00.000-08:00

02:18 am
2 Nov '09
Shag

Today at work wasn't that hard to pass, during closing, an old camp mate called me, we chatted for quite some time, and I forgot to call my girlfriend, how could I, damn it, sorry hon =(

Arrived at Lot1 at around 10pm, was supposed to chill out with a friend, we had some Jim Beam, wasn't enough to get drunk, just slightly high, haha, it'll only be a matter of time till my parents find out I've been drinking lately, my liquor bottles are getting more and more, it was 2 initially before I started drinking much, now there's 8-9, haha, oops.

We were happily drinking and before I know it, I missed the last train, way to go, and I walked home from Lot1, took like an hour of slow walk, I started at like 01:10 am, and reached home around 02:00 am, almost couldn't feel my legs, haha, it's been a while since I walked such a distance.

So damn shagged now, still feeling the slight effects of the drinks, probably gonna get some sleep, good night people, and I haven't been DotA-ing for a while now, darn.

2009-10-31T10:34:00.000-07:00

01:36 am
1 nov '09
Happy

I'm in the mood for blogging~ Feel like blogging~ xD

It's been a while, sorry sweetie, pretty much nothing to blog about, and I've been home late so I'm too tired to blog xD

Ok~ no idea when my last post was, couldnt be bothered to check so I'll just go on, pretty much nothing going on with work recently actually, some unhappiness, and some happiness as well, so neutralised xD and damn my pay's not gonna be in till the 15th, that's like 2 weeks later, so I shall wait, what else can I do? HA~

Haven't got to meet up with my girlfriend much lately, sadded, haven't used any improper english so far, but here goes, SIAN~ Really wanna have more time with her =(

It's been almost 2 weeks since my friend enlisted, he'll be out next Saturday, so I hope to be meeting him up, lol.

Time seems to past slow recently, and I thought that it's Sunday when it's just Friday night, dammit, oh well, if time passes slow, it mean's you're wasting it away, that's for sure, so it's time to do something constructive, althought I don't know what xD

okay~ pretty much all I have to say for now I guess, I don't like typing compositions, probably I have nothing to blog about, haha, oh well who cares xD

2009-10-24T10:03:00.001-07:00

26 oct 09
23:54 pm
Sleepy

Yawn~ I'm so sleepy, having my off today, slept till 12:15pm, didn't even hear the 07:30 am alarm, and I probably wouldn't have woke up if not for dear calling me, today's a special day though, that's right, dear and I are together for 2 years 5 months now, love you dear ^^

Don't ask how we spend it, we rotted our days away at home, haha, had dinner with my parents, haven't done that in a while, and my dad suddenly went whinning bout my part time thingy again, and I thought we were over that topic, ah, parents.

Cabbed dear home after that, and just got done playing Plant VS Zombies, Dear got it from her friend.

The annual Subaru Impreza WRX challenge is here again, it's been a year already, haha, still remember the day I heard the live 98.7 FM broadcast at the Challenge, good lucks to the contestants, that's it for tonite.

Boring posts nowadays eh?

2009-10-24T10:03:00.000-07:00

25 oct 09
01:06 am
Cool

Haven't been bloggin for a couple of days now, literally, it's been 2 days, ok, I'm getting no where, ok, I'm glad people are reading my blog, thanks all =)

Work these couple of days were smooth I guess, Secret Recipe will be having an annual cake promo, 50% off all cakes, which means, $20.50+ per cake, not per slice, per cake, I think it's damn worth, I wonder if it's open to stuff, so i don't have to queue, haha, but I'm broke anyway. So ya.

Went down to Lot1 today, I only go like once or twice a week nowadays, but I have no idea why I'm still broke, pay day has yet to arrive, so no money, Dear and I wanna dye a same hair color, but she can't seem to save up enough, guess I'll be paying.

No idea what else to say, time seems to past so slow, have problem downloading WC III, gotta get from friend on monday, then no more Jubeat, DOTA! Yeah right, haha.

I'm off on Mon-Wed this upcoming week, time flies so fast, '09's ending, ok, nothing else to say for now.

2009-10-22T09:18:00.000-07:00

23 oct 09
00:15 am
TIRED TO THE MAX!

I haven't had any sleep last night, was dota-ing all night long, was like totally knocked out before going to Pulau Tekong with one of my good friend, we both didn't had any sleep, cept for that 1 hour where we struggled to sleep on the morning train, he stays around Pioneer MRT Station, and we're heading for Pasir Ris?! That's one end to another!

We went to the meet-up point and board the bus, arrived at Singapore Ferry Terminal, and it brings back a hell lot of memories, be it the posters, the feul of the Ferries, everything's so familiar =)

We boarded the ferry, and waited for it to be filled up, my friend was beside me, looking tired, we both are I guess. The ferry moved off after a couple of moments, we arrived at Tekong soon after.

Upon arrival, enlistees and families/friends will part their ways for the moment, we went for excursions around Tekong, the enlistees went for briefing, I remember my days when I was an enlistee, haha, felt so alien, so strange, haha, but today, I was there as a visitor, haha, boarded a bus that ferried us around the island, was looking down Tekong highway and the Parade Sq where I POP-ed 2 yrs back, memories really flashes back, felt so emotional, haha, can't help, but took photos, for the first time, I brought a cam phone into Tekong and shot photos, for once they allow, haha.

They showed us around the Stadium, Medical Centre, Bunk and cook house, and this scenario always happens, those RECs will try to act like an Old Bird, which irritates me, because, where were they went I was there? But that's human nature I guess, we went to Orion Company's Coy Line, to take a look, went up to their bunks and Annex room, where RECs can chill, but rarely they'll get to use it, I gaurantee it, we then proceeded to the Lecture room.

Once I stepped into the Lecture room, one thought flashed pass my mind, "Imba good life RECs", I mean, their lecture room has tables and chairs, back in my days we used chairs with those flip-it-up-urself tables, and looking at their equipments, I got so damn jealous, I was issued disposable plastic single-bladed shavers, but towards the end of my BMT, we were issued with Gillette Mach 3 Turbo, now, they're using Gillette Fushion, 5 blades!! costs around $16 each ok? Imba good life RECs.

After that the parents were shown to the canteen, for like ½ hr, then we proceeded to the Main Auditorium, to listen to a speech by the 2nd in charge of BMTC School 2, followed by the Oath Taking session, that really brought emotions to me, spooky how it was just me, 2 years back that was there taking the Oath, everyone did it pretty passionately, and the RECs subsiquently left the Auditorium followed by the parents, we then proceeded for lunch, or food sampling so they say, my friend said he likes the food, oh well, Sch2's cookhouse is imba delicious compared to Sch1, fucked up, lol, we wanted to locate a usable smoking point, for his last stick, but we didn't find one and time is running out, they were all instructed to gather on the parade Sq before they walked off to their company line, I didn't bid goodbye, because I thought they were escorting us to the ferry terminal, so I told him to go off first without saying goodbye, damn, kinda regret it, oh well, I'll see him in a couple of weeks then I guess =)

Finally, headed home to meet up with dear at my place, I pretty much slept the whole evening away, I'm gonna make an exception and upload pictures just for this post, because, it really means something to me.

Following are the photos I took today:

2009-10-20T10:35:00.000-07:00

21 oct '09
01:33
Nothing much

Ok, let's see, wait, before that, I realised I always start my post with "Ok, let's see" haha, probably trying to summarise what I have to say for the post, I don't really like to plan before I type, I'm sure no one plans, haha!

Currently listening to 98.7 FM, "Midnight Delights with Desiree Lai", Listening to Shan from the Shan and Rozz Show introducing movies, like anyone knows what I'm talking about, oh well, no matter.

Work was average, ups and down, not gonna talk about that, after work, I dropped by DBG, went for some Jubeat-ing, spend like $4, 2x games, broke some records I was waiting for a long time, so yeah, pretty glad I did, money well spent I guess, I'm sure my Dear doesn't think of it that way, haha, never mind, she'll understand, she knows I want that alot too =) Right hon?

I proceeded to the bus stop and waited for 190 to arrive, I saw a seat at the 4-seater slightly behind the driver, I was facing the back of the vehicle on the outter seat, directly facing me, is this old lady, probably in her late 50s or so, and I so swear she's the only senior citizen I wouldn't mind beating up, the bus was quite packed when I board, it's around 22:00-ish, so yeah, everyone's going home, the seat beside me was occupied, and the only empty seat that was available was beside that old lady I mentioned, and guess what? She'd just sit there, and not move despite people saying excuse me, I was so disturbed by that, I really want to swear at her, but I'm not gonna do it, 'cause she's probably someone's parent and grandparent, so yeah, if you see where I'm going, there were two occasions whereby the passengers tried to get to the seat on the inside and she refused, I turned my body outside to try to make enough space, but the first passenger just walked off, and I was like, moved for nothing thanks to that old hag, the second passenger tried her luck without avail, but she just squeezed in, sitted down, and stare at her, way to go, absolutely disturbing incident, I do believe we should give in to elder passengers, but not to this extend, I'll just run over her if she refuses to move after a few nudges, I'm gonna screw their mind set that other passengers will just let them have their way just because they're old, I don't give a freakin' damn, got it?!

I will not be blogging for 21 oct evening, I'll be over at a friend's place, who'll be enlisting to Tekong on Thursday as mentioned in a previous post. I don't want to be up so early just to meet him and proceed down, so yeah, I'll be staying over, besides, I'll probably run thru his stuff, making sure he left out nothing, all the best to him I guess, even thou it's just a 7-week BMT, nothing compared to my 26 weeks, haha, but that was then.

Till Thursday evening.

2009-10-19T08:04:00.000-07:00

19 oct '09
23:03 pm
Not bad I guess

Okayy~

Let's see, I didn't blog yesterday, there's pretty much nothing special going I guess, not that there's anything going today thou, but, I'll get lazy if I don't, yup.

The start of my week, hmm, wasn't that pretty, was scheduled to work at 12:00 pm, so I arrived, punched my card, and went to get changed, I was supposed to get changed, then punch in my time card, and that irritating lil "OIC" so to speak, complained to my in-charge over at Vivo City, so she called me at night aft he left making things clear, and I was thinking, well is that all he's capable of? Talking behind? Dude, I was there, tell me in the face faggot, nonetheless, I'll go make it clear to him, if he's got anything he doesnt like about what I'm doing, tell me in the face and I'll let my in-charge know myself, I've got intergrity, unlike some, see what he has to say, spoiled my mood for a while, but oh well, people, haa.

Today was exceptionally free, despite being a Monday, its a Murthubak Monday!! According to Muttons to Midnight on 98.7 FM, yes I listen to that every single day, every single moment possible, like, once I step out of the MRT station and Radio is receivable, I'll tune in, I'll feel deaf if I don't =D

I'll be on off this Wednesday and Thursday, Wednesday, acc my girlfriend, and Thurday? BACK TO TEKONG!! WOO HOO~!~! No idea why I'm so happy, but, I've always been looking for a chance to go to that place again, ever since I POP-ed on 171207, couple of years back, time sure flies.

Just flipped thru' my phone bill, it says $139.80, I was like O.o?? WTF?! Outstanding amount says $74.02, which I cleared a couple of weeks back, so I called to enquire -.- laggy system, I actually owe $60++ instead of over a hundred, son of a gun.

Oh well, pretty much nothing for now. Can't wait for my Off days, supposed to have more off days, but people here are going overseas like free -.-

ahh~ time to chill.

Adios~

2009-10-17T08:31:00.000-07:00

17 oct '09
23:30 pm
Neutral

Haven't been getting enough sleep lately, suffering from insomnia, can only fall asleep after 0300 hr, which is kinda late, considering I always have work the next day, totally knocked out every morning, feels worst then at night, I don't like this man, darn.

Downloading songs recently, updating my playlists, my cell phone's gettin overcrowded with old songs, kinda sick of 'em, I need new songs dammit. I heard on 98.7 FM bout the Late MJ's 'new' song, This is It, on their 'new-this-week' list, the reason why I say it's 'new' , cuz I have no idea when it was recorded, but I gotta admit, it's good. And Justin Bieber's One Time is no.2 on the chart, kinda happy it is, it's so gonna own no.1, in case you guys don't know who Justin Bieber is, just search on youtube, you're bound to find his MV, tune in to 98.7 FM to find out more.

Got sick of viwawa recently, I don't even want to play it as a past-time, it doenst kill time, it kills me, so boring.

Ahhh~ (relaxing let-out of breathe) So comfy in my chair now, but I'm tired man, so shagged recently, haven't spend a day at home for a while now, awaiting patiently for Wed and thu, which happens to be my off day for this week, can slack at home on wed, but thu, gotta wake up early, sending my friend to Tekong for his enlistment, it's been what, 2 yrs? Since I last went to Tekong, wanna see how it has changed, probably won't see any familiar faces there, oh well, the days are over, I kinda miss Tekong days man, I honestly do, I even dreamt of Tekong last night, no kiddin' -.- , don't know why, but I just did.

It's getting boring lately, been doing the same thing over and over again, and I typed so much crap in this post without saying anything, so boring, link me ppl if you have yet to do so, and plssssss, leave a tag, doesn't kill right? Just tag -.-

Oh well, ran outta crap to type, well there's one thing here that ain't crap, I LOVE YOU SWEETIE, haha, and I really do.

Alrightie, done blogging for the day .

2009-10-16T10:19:00.000-07:00

17 oct '09
01:18 am
Content

Today, I totally enjoyed work, had great chats with the service crew outside, and I realised to joy of being a chef =)

Today's business wasn't that awesome to be honest, so I prepared our Seafood Aglio Oglio, and was served to the customer, being bored, I followed out, to look at the customer's expression upon the first mouth, she smiled and offered to her friend to try and saying it's good, I smiled when I saw her face, it's probably the best joy any chef can ever experience, to see those who eat what you cook enjoy it =) which was from the beginning my primary motivation to stay in this line, 'cause it's quite tough honestly, now this incident reminded me of why I wanted to cook, and I truly enjoyed my job, for the first time in my life. =)

That's probably all I have to say for today, I'm content, thou it's just a little joy, it brings me happiness and motivations =)

Off to Viwawa with my girl ~

2009-10-15T11:39:00.000-07:00

I NEED A VIDEO CONVERTOR!

2009-10-15T09:02:00.000-07:00

16 oct '09
00:02 am
Passable

Today was great all around, went to work @ 1200 hr, and got attached back to Vivo City @ 1500 hr, so happy to say attach back, because I now officially am a staff at Novena SQ2, haha, finally, was relatively busy in the evening, oh well, all the better to pass time =)

Was just roaming thru Sg Jubeat forum, so demoralised to see so many people improving so much compared to the past, I don't get to play as much compared to the past due to my workload sadly, gotta push myself further, but doesn't that mean I'm gonna spend more? oh well. I can only visit the arcade on weekends, according to an agreement with my girlfriend, haha. but that's fine, more time with her is great as well ^^

And yes dear, I want to earn more money, save up and get married soon too, but hey, don't we still wanna enjoy life, a family will be a big burden and pull us down you know? But I wouldn't mind. ^^

Tomorrow I'll officially be transferred over to Novena SQ2, but I gotta go down to Vivo City to settle some transfer form and grab my punch card, and bid goodbye, haha.

Deepavali is around the corner, which means $7.50/hr, not bad actually, for me at least, but I'm only working a 7 hr shift, dammit, oh well, 2 hrs less then usual, can't be greedy now can I? I was considering getting 2X part-time job for these couple of months cuz hopefully school starts in Jan for me, I spoke to my in-charge, since I'll only be put on a 2-3 days schedule per week, is it possible to use the rest of the time for another part-time job, gain more experience at the same time, and he told me if the hours are too short, he can arrange a 4 day work week for me, which will bring me only around $500-$600 per month, miserable, but hey, it's what I earn for a part-timer, oh well, more personal time I guess, I haven really got this kinda time, doing nth thinking of my future and stuff, I was gonna support my driving license with a 2nd part time job, looks like I'll have to hold that thought for now, ahh, enough worries for now, I just hope for a peaceful future, I don't hope to get damn rich, just now worries for finance, and be able to support an apartment, a car, a wife, 2 kids, basically a family, I'd be content. =)

Alright, that's it for now, till the next time, and I forgot to call my girlfriend, shit.

=XxX

2009-10-14T08:35:00.000-07:00

14 oct '09
23:35 pm
Lost.

I'm currently on the phone with my Vanessa, sharing our messed up day, with our families, feeling kind of blue now actually.

Work today was fine, enjoyed it actually, because it's been confirmed that I've been transferred over to Novena Sq2, which is a more comfortable working environment, and furthermore, today's Wednesday, Bleach airs today, haha.

Not really a very pleasant evening today, just wan it to end. =(

2009-10-13T09:58:00.000-07:00

14 oct '09
00:58 am
Tired.

Ok, let's see, back to blogging, many things going on lately.

Firstly, my girlfriend and I are tgt for 2 years and 4½ months now, time flies, we've learn many things from this relationship, and hopefully, be able plan ahead, love u sweetie =)

Hmm, what else, I quitted job at my relative's company a couple of months back, and I now work for Secret Recipe as a cook, cool eh? Haha. Gotta sacrifice alot of personel time, this is F&B line, I chose it, oh well, it chose me actually, like I have any other choice, but then again, at least it's what I enjoy doing, if it were to be for the pay, I'd nv have chose this line honestly, haha. But I've converted to part-time lately, I've neglected my family, my girlfriend, my friends etc, even thou this is what I'll be expecting in the near future, I don't wanna be tied down yet, so to speak. But, I soon realised my finance will be tighter then usual, so I'll be getting another part time job hopefully within the next few weeks, and hopefully be able to get a license, I'll be converting to part time in dec anyway, cuz I hope to start school in Jan '10, back to schooling finally, I miss 45cents travelling fares, haha. Ever since I ORD-ed in Jun '09, I haven been able to purchase concessions, so it sucks big time.

I'm leading a happy life now, got a good family, wonderful girlfriend, great pals, what else could I ask for?

Probably the ability to control my money, haha.

Till the next post ppl, do tag me, so that I know people are reading my blog and that I'm not blogging to myself =(